I started it in late February,
couldn't find the words I wanted, so I left it alone for a while.
I revisited it in early March,
and found I was in a mood to write privately, not here in my blog.
By late March,
I felt like too much time had passed to write it.
On the 5th day of April,
I have decided to just do it......
To write about my Polar Bear Plunge
How something that gets all messed up and ends up perfectly.
(Are you listening Melissa? It doesn't have to be perfect)
Life lesson here....
I was supposed to do the Utah Special Olympic's Polar Plunge at Utah Lake on February 7th, a Saturday.
If you recall, I was in Georgia and it was 2 days after my Dad's death....
Plunging in Utah was not an option.
It dawned on me on that Saturday and I mentioned it to the family that was there, and they said, "Why don't you just jump into the pool here at Dad's house?" It was unheated and I can verify COLD.
My original plan was to jump in my own clothes, but a better option was given, I would borrow clothes from family.
|Standing on the pool deck, when it all seemed like a smart idea...|
|I dove...why, oh why did I dive? The deeper I got, the colder it got...|
It shocked me out of deep grief and onto the road back to myself.....
It reminded me that in my last conversation with my Dad, I had mentioned I was doing a Polar Plunge and he had just laughed and said, "only you...."
It completed a Bucket List item in a very memorable way..
It reminded me of the love and support of family....
And it still raised money for a great cause.
It was not anywhere or how I had planned,
but I'm OK with that.
Life is a goofy, wonderful adventure that has twists and turns that you can never see coming...
I'm learning not only to embrace that, but
No more procrastination.